Posing a question

I don’t want to compare things or say my life has been harder than the next persons. Yeah I’ve been through more than most, I’m not trying to one up anyone. What I’d like to know is what is the hardest thing you’ve dealt with in your own life? We each have a story what’s yours?

Who do you get your strength from?

So many times I sit and write about myself and my life but what about those around me?  The ones who’ve help me fight this demon?   They are the unsung heroes, without them I’d not be able to fight like I do or as long as I have. Each of them offers something. Continue reading

Rough Day

Worked this morning then did my radiation treatment. I’m worn out from of course over doing it and going back to work already. I know I know I go back to early and over do it…. But that’s not what makes today so hard on me.

See Maggie is in the other room in her kennel because it’s not safe for her to be around me while I’m radioactive. Problem is she “know’s” daddy’s home, even though I’ve not said a word or gone close to that room she know’s it’s me. Now I’m sitting quarantined for the next 18 hours and my lil love monster can’t come near me and she so wants to.

Know what I’m listening to? Her crying for her daddy.

Things we must do

There are things in our lives we don’t want to do at all but we know we must do or suffer the consequences of it. But what if the consequences of actions are equal to the consequences of in action? What do you do then?

Do nothing and surely die
Do something prolong life maybe for a bit or even die trying.

Very hard choice

Out damn spot


Lady Macbeth said it best

Days In Remission

In Remission for 211 days.


June 2023